When I grow up..

I'm 20 now and on May I'll turn 21. Kinda sad, feels like I'm not ready yet becoming and adult. But wait? Even I dont know whats the difference between adult and kid. -__-. If being an adult means having responsibility, I think I've been an adult, but yeah dont know either..

When I grow up and becomes a 20 year old girl ( or woman I suppose), I started to think and worry about what will I do a year after this, 2 year after this and next and next years. Have I ready to face the world I'll be in after I graduate from college, what will I do to make my parents at least not to worry so much about me and to give them a happy and comfortable old time. Well, I'm still thinking and thinking, but yeah thinking too much is troublesome, better do what I can do now right?

So, keep fighting guys!
Just a note from a growing up girl ( I kinda not liking the word "woman" LOL)